He was completely drunk when I showed up, probably in anticipation of my arrival. He drank more after I showed up as well. And then as we danced, he stopped abruptly and walked away. Then later on, when we were talking with some friends, he leaned in to me and told me he was sorry, but he forgot how attracted to me he is. W.T.F. Then, we were dancing again, and he kind of pulled in close, and our faces touched. I could hear his breathing get heavier. We both moved our faces at the same time, and our lips accidentally brushed across each others. I still held firm, and did not kiss him. We went and got more refreshments, mine being water, and he said hello to some more people. We danced again, this time, he kissed me. We both pulled away and looked at each other, realizing exactly what just happened. Then it was all over. We grabbed each other and started full on making out, in front of everyone. Then of course I got the lovely duty of walking the boys home, and cleaning up after them as they spent most of the night in the bathroom. What fun. I called him yesterday, to talk about what happened. While he admitted he knows he still has feelings for me, I'm fairly certain there is an extremely small chance of him ever taking me back. However, I have decided to try. I tried to live without him, but I can't. I am completely, madly, hopelessly, passionately in love with him, and I always will be.
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damn that's one intense nighttt!
if he still has feelings for u, why wouldn't he take u back?
@chicagogirl - because I broke his heart before. I practically broke his spirit. He'll never have me after that.
This is intense ... how long ago did you break his heart?
@loveology - about 6 months ago.