It's been awhile since our last encounter.. I apologize.
After hooking up with the coworker a bit more, I slowly realized I didn't really care for him. I only cared for the fact that he held me on such a high pedestal. He found it so amazing that someone like me could go for someone like him. He was in constant awe of how beautiful I was. He always told me so. I was, and still am in a rather confused place in my life, it felt GOOD to have someone constantly reminding me that I am a great catch, even if I rarely believed him.
Rewind. About two weeks ago I visit my composer. I wrote about our date already. It was so great. Later that week, we hung out two more times. Once, I went to his apartment and we watched a movie, rather cozily I might add. And the other time I took him out with my friends. We ended up talking relationships. I mentioned that I had never been in a real relationship because I had yet to find a guy who is worth my time. So, when he dropped me off, we said goodbye to my friends, and he pulled my aside and was like, "I need to talk to you about something.. Would you say that I am worth your time?" My heart jumped and I obviously said yes. Now, bear in mind that we have not done anything physical, aside from hugging, at this point. We sat in his car, and talked for another 2 HOURS. Then, as we were saying goodbye, we hugged, and as I pulled away, I notice him still holding on to me a bit, so I looked up at him, and he kissed me! It was so perfect. It was the PERFECT first kiss. I mean, it had everything I look for in a kiss! It has been two weeks, and I haven't been able to see him at all because he's away, but I have not been able think of anything else but that kiss! The next time I get to see him is, how epically amazing is this: Valentine's weekend.
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wow... :) I hope you see this guy for Valentines... good luck!