Had a date with the composer from school last night. It was AWESOME. We saw Slumdog Millionaire, a movie I highly recommend watching, it was truly outstanding. Then we went to get a coffee at my favorite coffee spot. We talked for hours, like we always do, without a single awkward silence. We talked about everything too, it was so great. And I felt myself getting awkwardly flirty with him. Like, giggly flirty. I typically don't get too giggly, unless I actually like the guy, then my subconscious does weird things, like giggle. It was really nice. And, at the end of the night, he walked me to my building, and gave me a good hug. I mean, he held on tight, and he held on for more than a few seconds. It was a good hug. No kiss. I was strangely okay with that.. I mean, I really wanted to like make out with him in his car, but I've NEVER been with a guy that didn't kiss me. He's sparked my intrigue. He's kept my interest going for quite awhile. If he knows what he's doing, he's completely brilliant, if he doesn't, he's still good. My romance life has consisted of mostly meaningless hookups, both drunken and sober, and one relationship that was never made official. The one relationship was with a guy that I had liked for three years, and he had liked me for the same amount of time, and when we finally started things, it started with us making out in the lawn. Currently, there's a guy at home, the coworker, who is very interested in a relationship with me, and that started with me kissing him. I enjoy kissing, but get bored with the guy rather quickly, mainly because I know I can kiss anyone, they have to offer me something I can't get from just anyone. This composer is. He's offering me friendship, serious and completely ridiculous conversations that never have silence in them, great dates, and he makes me want to be a better person. I have never found someone who was able to offer me all of these things at one time. And, I've never met anyone who was able to intrigue me in this way. He's exactly the type of guy I want to end up with someday.
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